~~woRk or StudieS~~
i just realised that its time for me to make great decisions...time really flies, i've joined co' for almost 5mths since sept '06 n my studies have been going downslope + my life style really shitty, really like nite cat nw which of cos my family dun agree to it, my dad keeps finding it dangerous for me to return home late although i have ah fat cos they say gal mah...nite time nt safe...duh~~~ my mom kept telling me u got hm late & slept @ late hrs will look freaking old, haggard ya da ya da...haiz...i simply cant help but to agree after knwing that i cant really cope my studies & work @ the same times...cos office hrs let me knw tat no work commitment in time & holidays dun have to purposely plan as off (like my current) if not i wont be able to enjoy myself like others....shit rite??? one more huge shitty prob!!!!! i getting fatter & fatter!!!!! omg~~~ die lo!!! all efforts wasted!!!! in vain !!!! nw i in this job nite time then eat dunno is eat dinner or supper lo ...timing are always like after 9pm...wat to do?! sian la...cannot have dinner with family, breakfast i cant wake up early enough to have it with them...one day 24hrs they max can see me only 45mins....sian...some times one week not even once @ hm dinner with them cos partly my job & 2 off days i just wana have fun outside with ah fat n really neglected them...guilty..but hate it when they kept forcing me to stop my job...argh~~~~~~ wat to do????? cant service centre just have office hours??? lol
im still deciding wat to do....teach me pls...
// my mind full of you!~