~Sick Ppl All Arnd~
wanted to celebrate his birthday in mar in taipei...i cant believe that im the only one being anxious on the outing..i understand that his dad is giving probs..sometimes i do have those selfish thinkings of asking him ignore them...b'cos of them, i felt that i am losing him...how can he ask me to go n plan but yet telling me that we might not be able to go!?
every morning he had to 'deliver' his mom n bro to sch which is so freaking early like 6am must wake up. i dun understand Y his family is so selfish..have to be 'delivered' to sch instead of going on their on..
after his 'delivery' he had to go back home to catch abit of rest & waking up, rushing back to work @ anson road...after work still have to go pick up his mom n bro...send them back home for dinner & fell flat on bed to slp..hours that he can spend with me is already so limited... yet his mom n bro still give so much things!!!!!!!
he dad is sick & so is his mom !!! y cant they take care of their own body n stop being a burden to others!!??!!!! i really cant take it any more... i think this r/s of ours might end anytime..
// my mind full of you!~