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Tuesday, December 05, 2006 _ 02:18
~~Days Without Ah Fat~~
nw i quite believed that ah fat is really pampering me too much..i cant believe that he went for 7days in aus w/o me!! these past few days i seems so empty..like dunno wat to do, cos everytime when im bored, nothing to do, i'll always give him a call n make fun of him, provoke him, make him entertain me..i cant help but to find these past few days damn boring..nothing better to do...as usual i'll try to keep myself occupied with "studies" but things gotten worse when i realised that my studies dun goes tat well...i cant seems to squeeze those BIG BIG LAWS into my tiny little brain...hahaha....as all whom knws me knws tat my mega memory always fails on me when needed..ahahhah..i can simply forget things which happens a min ago, hw is it possible for me to memorise all those statutes, common law, case laws?! impossible!!
All of my friends kept comforting me telling me that i can make it wan...sure can...maybe not that high scoring but @ least can passed @ 50marks, but i am damn damn sure to say this...i sure sure flunk...y? totally no confidence @ all~
ah fat always likes to choose timing that im having exams to go overseas...hw can i ever study like that?! argh~ i knw its kinda unfair to put it on him but i think he ought to take up some responsibilities..he shld be by my side when exams...AGREE?!
to make things worse, he told me that he had to go over to JB with his family during x-mas!!!!! hw angry am i !!!! freaking very much!! i purposely planned my offs on PHs so that i can spent them with him esp. after getting feedbacks frm ppl saying that my offs kinda gossiping cos all on PHs...i dun even care abt those ! but when he told me that he cant spend it with me..its really saddening to me..
i knw i have friends to spent with but all i can say is..its kinda different..i dunno since when i became abit..over-relying on him and when i have those tots i really wanna get away from him...cos i fear that one day if i were to lose him i might collaspe totally..its kinda stupid to think in that way but ..thats hw i felt.. it'll b good if i am those types that can get to "mingle" with unknwn guy frens easily..hahahaha...i dunno wat crap im talking abt...anyway...talking abt others..
im going to have a poly gathering soon..i think its a steamboat cum early x-mas gift exchange plus lucky draw! seems exciting? i dun think so..hahaha...cos i think that day sure have lotsa ppl that gonna give pattern..i dunno maybe bcos nw i very pessimistic so i always find that things surely dun turned out good..esp when they say no partners allowed..purely poly gathering...i sian half..not bcos i too sticky towards ah fat, but to tink tat actually ah fat is good @ socialising...@ least better than me..ever since after i changed back to samsung i find it so tiring to keep myself with topics that interests ppl...
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maybe putting in this way, i am more cautious of ppl's reaction, whether my topic interests them, agitates them, etc...if i find that my topic dun interests u, i'll try v best to switch again n again, which i'll find it tiring.. tat day viv came to find me for lunch which i enjoyed v much cos..she is still her..if she dun like tis topic, she wont give face, straight grumble n shoot abt other topics..its just her that i feel comfortable..like @ least i dun have to keep everyone else happily satisfied like im tryin to pls my customers... i miss those days that after work i go chill out have a BIG mug of beer and get myself a little tipsy happily laughing for nothing..hahhahahaa....so happy...i hope to get myself tipsy soon after clearing that stupid law paper tmr...hopefully with ah fat arnd, cos i still dun find myself comfortable having abit tipsy w/o him..hahhaa...not that i fear of what would happened, i just...wana lay myself on him trying to ACT drunk with him..so funny to see him taking it seriously thinking that im drunk n forbidding me again from drinking..hahahah
my leaves are till 11th dec,
lets see...
11th dec - start work
10th dec - mom's bday - cant go out
9th dec - avail
8th dec - avail
7th dec - avail
6th dec - avail
hmmm...still got so many days available..i was thinking of getting my PDL relived again so that i can try n get my FT passed and finally getting my driving license..yes..its been yrs..since ... 18?? which means 5yrs!! i've been slacking for 5yrs since the last time i took my exams for driving...i enjoy driving but i HATE exams...thats y i completed the booklet but not my FT so i cant go for TP...hw good would it b if i dun have to go thru exam..im sure i'll get the license in no time..heee....
hair color sucks big time nw..from bright red --> bright orange!!!
omg omg~~i'm like typical ah lian!!! faintz...so old liaoz still look lians v the pathetic..hahaahh..no worries, will go for redo straight after exams tmr...to save my hair b4 things got worse..bcos of this stupid color that my cousin did for me, my mom totally having cold war with me for 1 freaking week!!! and its like one whole week not even a single word with me!!! scary rite? a mom can be such a petty person..hahahah...thats my mom..its gonna be her bday soon...thinking of giving ang bao or present..?? hmmm...ultimately mom is a person whom really dotes on me so i dun mind spending more on her...even if im broke..hahah..cos if im broke she will give me even more $ to spend...ahahahhahahahah....
well...i think give ang bao better, so that she can go tell ppl i give her hw much to buy these and that..hahaha..aunties..typically likes to compare the $$ their kids bring with other aunties..does your mom does that???
im a bit long-winded today cos its been long time since i blog and yes...i find the skin v v v v v v v v boring n dead liaoz..hmmm..time to scout for other nicer wans..and .. copy paste!! hahahaha..im just plain lazy to blog, when i finally wana blog, its always late @ night n i find it slpy liaoz...i rather watch tv then blog...hahahha....i knw viv hates alot on that cos for the past few nites she keep msn-ing me "blog leh" hahahhaha...i simply ignore..but i scare she kills me...
X-mas present!!!!
i wans....
(1) Diamond ring from ah fat - might not need to be too ex or big in terms of size for the stone
(2) Puma Blink Blink Pink watch!!! - ex also... abt $200+++
(3) Overseas Trip to hk - hopefully with ah fat but i think he will say not nw..nxt yr...(Zzz)
(4) find a job which can brings me $3k per mth n yrly increment of $1000!!!!
(5) Hope to knw whether i really suits my current job...lotsa thots going rnd..
Thats all for tdy~~ actually i dun really knw wat im talking abt but for those whom wants me to blog more often, maybe can drop me a tag asking qns and me answering instead of me racking my puny brain to think of wat to blog..hhahahah..nites...
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Leval Li
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Birth date 4th of Aug
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Clear all my exams asap!
Lotsa $$$ in my wallet
Holiday retreat to cold countries..No msia pls.
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