~~**SiMpLy HatE wOrK nOw**~~
I've been working in this company, this section, this team since dec 05. Beginning to find this place sucky..no motivation..could it be the ppl here?arnd me?work scope?or?? i dunno..really dunno..colleague told me that there are a few reasons that causes me to be in the bottom rock for work..
1) ppl arnd me..behaving weird
2) work scope
3) $$
i agree in having weird ppl arnd me..u cant believe it if i were to state them out..things that they do words that they say that will really demoralise ur working attitude..they can grumble saying indirectly (but purposely) that they got all the shitty works whereas we get the cream of the pie and i really hate it when they say that " these things shld give thse top sales to do.." it simply shows that they are brainless..they cant achieve the target or is lousier than others but cant help it so they just nag..say this kinda stupid things out..to make ppl sian...disgusted by them..backstabbers are always the most hated ppl @ work but stunned to knw that they can still get to survive! SHIT! ppl arnd me can just go up to my supervisor telling him that " hey, ur new staff enen late again..and can still go mac to buy breakfast!"
Its like .. WTF!!! i late is my business, i buy breakfast is my business! who the fuck u think u are to KB so much abt? that day i saw this voodoo doll @ the shop in icon..seems cute...and the most impt thing is that it is meant to ZIP up thse bloody mouths arnd workplace to stop thse f - up person from backstabbing u.. i immediately buy and place it @ my workdesk here...hopefully it does have the effect on them..best is to make them mute and unable to complaint anymore..simply hate this kinda ppl ... do this kinda stupid stuffs just for fun...cb...
Work scope has always been that way since i step in here..but for the past 2-3 mths, our leads (rice bowl) is being cut off..maybe bcos we performed too well? too good for others to be jealous on and they cant stand it?i dunno..simply dunno. but the only thing i knw is that tis mth, totally no mood to chiong n excel @ work. i tot i can take it. but i just find tat its stupid that they come out with this stupid pattern to make our sales low...F!!! F thse ppl!!! If u cant finish ur food, u can choose to share with other ppl, y must u throw them away and make it a waste????!!!!!! GOD WILL PUNISH U!!!!
It's a vicous cycle. with my basic pay, w/o having leads and hitting the target, we simply dun have much pay..my basic only $1.6k...w/o incentives tat we used to get quite well, life is just being distorted..i also cannot expect much frm this job to pay me big $ cos its a very basic job that doesnt really care on qualification. most impt is u can have sales..there's a grad working in the same team as me, basic lower than me, incentive seldom hit..dunno y she still choose to stay on..for wat?siao! waste time waste $ waste everything! old woman @ my workplace here makes me feel disgusted..act as if she v nice but she's the MOST brainless person. always like to give dumbest comment w/o processing thru her brain..or maybe she got no brain thats y...and oh ya...there's a few more to go..a woman that always like to borrow $..hahaha...dunno wth she doing..pay so low stil dun wan to work better n get the pay to raise up by the incentive..always like to borrow $ frm ppl ... the most mocking thing is that she can speak up to borrow $6 frm me!!! to me its like, u so OLD already still cannot take out $6? the most laughing thing is that i lend her $10 but she needs to pay back by the end of mth!!! wah lauz eh... kat & yiyi say that maybe bcos its a habit to her that she always likes to borrow $ so even if she not really in need of $ she just borrow for the sake of borrowing...which i agree....bad habit...weird ppl arnd me...hw to perform?! Sian..damn low...
i'm under going pressure again ...like last time @ comcentre...ppl there quite sucky only 3 gd frens there..exams round the corner..need to find time to study...but nv in the mood..just wanna slp ... ZZzzz .. work is getting lousy..pay gettin lesser mth by mth...mood swing every nw n then..sian~~~
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