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Friday, July 20, 2007 _ 14:39
!!!Birthday Coming!!!
Hi all!!!! Back from MIA...im so sorry bcos i lost my password for my blog and to make things worse, i forgot my blog page add cos i changed new pc and nv backup anything at all and therefore i cant blog ever since after...heee....anyway, im back!
Had a very tedious times during May & June because of my exam and i definately hope that i score well for my exams, if not at least a pass...
Back @ work for close to 2 mths and its getting more and more hectic cos my family have some problems... sad to say my parents are quarrelling non stop since the very first day my eldest bro decided to get married with a woman who is 6 yrs older than him.
Initially the quarrel started with my parents allied to bomb on my bro but recent mths, things has changed. They started to quarrel on issues on their marriage being an error since 30 over years ago!!!
A week ago my mom left home in fit of anger after quarrelling with my dad and went roaming alone for the whole night and only return till the nxt day's night...me & my bros had to go to the extend of searching for her all over cos her phone was switched off!!!
Few days later, my dad's turn to leave the house. He left and told my bro that he willl be going away for a couple of months!!! WTF!!!! What kinda family is this becoming?!
Till nw my dad has yet to apologise to my mom and my mom is still staying in old house and i had to company her stay in old house frm then... i really hope that all these nonsense can be put to a stop...or should i also leave the house for a couple of days and cool myself down?
I wan 2 totally enjoy & relax myself on my celebration for bday on the 3rd of Aug!!!!
Okie, enough of all these sickening things that is happening around me..back to my bday..i'll be holding a chalet @ east coast park & the unit no. is E1...should be starting around 6.30pm onwards...There would be food & drinks avail for all to consume till drop dead...hahaha
Let me see...hmmm....presents??? Wish list???
1) NDS Lite (cos recently crazy over the game new super mario bros on the the NDS Lite)
2) Adidas bag (as usual, ppl whom knws me will knw that we're crazy over adidas)
3) yet to think of others..anything (not the soft drinks) that you guys chose for me will be good!!
// my mind full of you!~
- i - love - you -
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007 _ 00:31
~~pre Cny, Cny, post Cny~~
1stly, apologising for my dissappearance.
Life was nv better..this yr he did make the effort to come over to my place for cny visiting. He came to my old house and just nice, my dad wasn't at home as my dad was the bad guy whom he n i was so afraid of meeting. lol.
He had some chat with my mom, my bro...ya da ya da..things just went on..then after that we just went out.
I think overall he scored well coming over to my place this yr. Good job daddy!!!
Life was just that hectic for me during cny, and after cny. My mood just continues even after cny, i just wished that i dun have to work anymore & laze around being fed by him, but i guess i cant.
Work continues, life goes on. Heard bad news on serene & kevin during their trip to aus, just pray hard that she will wake up one fine day accepting his proposal, happily ever after (no doubt i am not really close to her, but it really saddens me upon hearing the news).
Adel is another person whom i really wanna meet up with cos i heard news about her granny but i simply cant squeeze time recently. I try my best to fix a time for all of us to meet up real soon k??
I knw that when im saying this, viv will starts to have this look again thinking that enen is forgetting her....Come on!!! I am not!!!!We shall all meet up real soon once im done with my aunt.
My aunt is ill, down with some heart problem. Her 3 main arteries are having blockage probs and i am taking time off from work to company her to doc..cos thats the least i can do.
Btw, ah fat scored points @ my aunt's place too cos my cousin was having a concert @ victoria
& he sent my aunt's family frm simei thru n fro....i guess he did well..lol..
We have been drinkin quite a bit lately..st james openin had free flow n @ peppermint park, even tonight @ one rochester which is quite a good place to chill out..
ok...tipsy i should slp nw...nites~~
// my mind full of you!~
- i - love - you -
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Monday, February 05, 2007 _ 00:40
~Back In SG~
Finally back in sg & @ the ease & comfort of my own bed...heee...started a hectic trip with a grp of colleagues to batam!!
Schedule:
-Met @ 7.45-8am @ harbourfront
-collected ferry tix
-shopped @ dfs but cant buy anything
- boarded ferry
-reached BATAM!
-on board our VIP mini van (only 8 of us)
-shopping!!!!
-seafood lunch of fish, crab, sotong, gong-gong, kangkong, prawns, soup
-shopping again!!!
-FULL BODY MASSAGE (scrub)@ $30SGD!
-dinner @ 'yong kee' fish soup~~~
-SHOPPING!!!
- rushing like mad to take ferry back to sg!
overall, this trip is nice n cosy cos we only have a group of 8 ppl, just nice and most imptly all of us compromised v well..hee...to be honest, im quite happy with this trip tdy cos we kinda had fun during the short trip on van..almost kept laughing non stop & i got myself 3 polo clothings!!! one polo t-shirt, two polo shirts for work .. @ good grab price oh n ya~ one more polo t-shirt for ah fat...we're going to wear the same clothings when he come to my place to CNY !! hahaha..this yr is for sure!
btw, i spent abt $310SGD this trip, my goodness, if i really fulfil my trip with ah fat.. think i will be FUCKING BROKE by the time im back..n its the first time we tried how it feels on being MILLIONAIRE!!! we merely changed $230SGD to ruppiah & we're tat freaking rich!!!wahahahah~~~~but all these doesnt last long when we started buying things...its really a lesson taught...no matter hw rich u r, it really doesnt matter...wat matters most is the way u spend...heee
to add on something, there is a he/she on my tagboard named anonymous, i really hope he reads this,
hey, i really appreciate whoever u r to read my blogpage, but IF i duno u, pls DONT leave a tag on my board, reason is simple cos its there to serve a purpose n its ONLY for my frens...not for ANONYMOUS ITEM..opps...ppl....got it? tks anyway for ur tags but i hope if u really wishes to drop a tag for me...@ least pls bother to use a FAKE name la...
~End of Story~
// my mind full of you!~
- i - love - you -
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Monday, January 29, 2007 _ 22:50
~~My Thots~~
Managed to calm myself down from ah fat's family...i think i, myself is under going the change of his family as well, guess the impact on me too....im touched & appreciated that although he rejected my plan of bookin the tix for tw trip, he is actually planning a trip but definately after his dad goes thru an impt test which decides if his dad needs to go thru immediate therapy..@ least i knw that he really meant to go with me rather just "say say" only..Thank you!! but i still hates u as much for pushing me !!!!
i just gotta realised frm a friend's blog that she has gotten her driving liscense and having so many of her friends giving her congrats & blessings before her test..outta sudden i feel so odd...its like..we're nv like b4...nv meet up, chat for ages...lotsa things im no longer priority in telling or a SURE to tell person..like..im no longer treated as the special fren of hers anymore...well, i definately dun blame anyone, even if i do, the person would be myself cos i can no longer commit time for my frens..
ever since i joined back my old company, ppl tot im enjoying life, but in fact im not...im not regretting but neither am i happy abt my decision made...maybe bcos i am some one whom loves challenge @ work bcos of my leo character...but also bcos im borned in the yr of pig, im fucking lazy to take or continue stress @ work..simply said to be "3 min's hot temper" (direct chinese translate of SAN FEN CHONG RE DU) lol...
i hate my decision cos my results @ sch is dropping, always not enough slp, cant watch tv that much cant go out with frens cant have enough time for family cant do anything that suddenly comes into my mind alrdy...
i kinda hate it esp when ppl @ works loves to ask me scold ppl whom commits mistakes....hahhahahhaha....cos.....they scold not fierce enough mah...wahahhahaha
// my mind full of you!~
- i - love - you -
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007 _ 22:51
~Sick Ppl All Arnd~
wanted to celebrate his birthday in mar in taipei...i cant believe that im the only one being anxious on the outing..i understand that his dad is giving probs..sometimes i do have those selfish thinkings of asking him ignore them...b'cos of them, i felt that i am losing him...how can he ask me to go n plan but yet telling me that we might not be able to go!?
every morning he had to 'deliver' his mom n bro to sch which is so freaking early like 6am must wake up. i dun understand Y his family is so selfish..have to be 'delivered' to sch instead of going on their on..
after his 'delivery' he had to go back home to catch abit of rest & waking up, rushing back to work @ anson road...after work still have to go pick up his mom n bro...send them back home for dinner & fell flat on bed to slp..hours that he can spend with me is already so limited... yet his mom n bro still give so much things!!!!!!!
he dad is sick & so is his mom !!! y cant they take care of their own body n stop being a burden to others!!??!!!! i really cant take it any more... i think this r/s of ours might end anytime..
// my mind full of you!~
- i - love - you -
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007 _ 00:47
~~Life So Vulnerable~~
just got to knw bad news..ah fat's dad was quite ill..worried for not only his dad but him as well..thinking whether he can pull thru all the stresses n worries plus work & studies..didnt knw wat i could do for him..his laughters are seldom to be heard for the past few days..didnt knw wat to continue writing...
// my mind full of you!~
- i - love - you -
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Saturday, January 06, 2007 _ 02:05
~~Sure Win Lucky Scratch!~
// my mind full of you!~
- i - love - you -